my heart is confused.

hello.
hey soul sister, i don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

idontknowmytomorrow/.

Thursday, March 25, 2010,6:42 PM

i miss you quite terribly.

hey!

how's it goin'?

i'm just talking to ezzati right now.

hahahah.

she's so funny.

i miss her so much.

i don't know,

but i think ezzati's the best of friends i've ever had

because i've never had a friend as close as her.

i mean like, we were so similar!

we had exactly the same taste in music

and in clothes

and in everything else.

well, except guys.

which is a good thing

i remember going shopping with her and we kept going for the same clothes

it was so funny.

and i was so comfortable around her.

there were no awkward silences.

and we would talk on the phone everyday for HOURS

even if we just saw each other.

i don't know what she thinks.

maybe she found a better friend than me.

but she'll always be the greatest friend i've ever had.

whew.

ok.

shake it off.

we had a corny start.

ok.

soooo.

i'm going to go to 1u soon.

i need to buy stuff for england.

my dad says it's still cold in europe.

yeah.

he's half way across the world right now.

i miss him too.

ugh.

i miss so many people!

i miss sarah right now too.

i really want to talk to her.

today's been such a bad day at school.

everyone close to me were so upset because something happened.

it was just shit today.

well, after school was fun though.

regina and i stayed back to do a bit more on-

YES!

SARAH'S ONLINE!

oh.

she can't talk.

i guess i'll talk to her later.

anyways, as i was saying.

regina and i stayed back to do a bit more on our DT textiles final piece.

and the jeans we are working looks awesome.

and i'm sure you'll think that too if you have great taste in clothes.

i'll take a pic of it and post it up sometime.

OMG

i want an Oktomat camera!

and a diana or holga.

siiiiiigh.

and i still long for a polaroid.

lol

and yeah

i practiced photography skills yesterday.

and i got some not too bad pictures.

but i'll have to show you them later.

because i have to go take a shower.

and go to 1u.

c u!

Only fools fall in love, and I guess I'm one of them.

cute?

i know.

Monday, March 22, 2010,4:35 PM

just got back from school

just thought that the album pic looked cool and freaky at the same time.

so i put it up.

soooo, i just got back from school.

and i'm sooooo tired.

and yes, i am still obsessed with polaroid cameras.

which means i'm really in love with it cause i usually lose interest in something after like a day.

as i was saying,

i am so super tired.

my eyes are drooping.

and it's only 4.

ugh.

fml.

so, my plan for today-

do my math tuition hw.

do math hw.

write spanish essay.

yeah, i take spanish at school.

hola!

me llamo jenny!

y tu?

fine, that's really easy.

i'll say something hard.

ummmm.

odio los deberes!

teehee.

not really hard but at least normal people who says they can speak spanish but all they can say is 'hola' doesn't know what that means.

oh! and i should go jogging if i can.

basketball training was cancelled today.

i happen to like basketball.

so, to keep healthy i should go jogging.

do you do sports everyday?

i only do it 5~6 times a week.

xD.

and i eat a lot.

that's why i'm so fat.

anyways.

OH.

ima text regina about our sleepover.

although i'm going to london on saturday MORNING,

regina might be able to sleep over on fri because she needs to go to school for a interact club cca trip thingy on saturday morning anyway!

so she needs to wake up at like 7!

which is perfect!

WOOOOT!

i was so upset i wouldn't be able to watch harry potter and the half blood prince for so long since i have the dvd but i promised regina i would never watch it without her.

yeah.

i love harry potter.

read all the books in the series 100 times.

and i think j.k. rowling is a genius

SO WAT?

GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT?

and i'm like the only one in the entire school who hasn't watched all the cool movies.

i mean, i watched cloudy with a chance of meat balls just 2 weeks ago!

and it's been out for so long!

and also for the princess and the frog!

and now the half blood prince!

omfg i'm such a loser.

oh well.

the time:

4:10.

better go now.

and do my hw.

so that i'd sleep early.

OMG

it's 5:33

better really truly go now.

the best thing you can do is the right thing. the worst thing you can do is nothing.

bye!

Sunday, March 21, 2010,10:26 PM

...and then homework will rule over the world.

hey!

i was suddenly in the mood for googling.

so i searched....

POLAROID CAMERASSS!!!

and i am in love with them.

THEY ARE JUST SO FUCKING AWESOME I FUCKING WANT ONE.

even if i'm not such a photographer, i really really really want one.

i'm gonna practice photography now.

and i'm gonna save up for one.

IT IS SO DAYUM EPICALLY SWEET.

:))).

so my plan is, i'm going to practice, then save up, then go to cambodia during holidays with my dad or something to help those little cute children and teach them english.

:D.

and then i'll take photos of them having such a great time and i'll give them some for memories.

it's just a matter of time.

so from now and on, i'm going to bring my camera practically everywhere (well i hope so) and i will practice photography!

woot woot!

and i'll capture the smiles of those cambodian children.

:).

i feel so happy,

although i know i won't make it 'big' or anything 'cause taking pictures is not my thing

but i love art

and i will try my best to take bootiful pictures of them.

:DDDDDD.

change your ways while your still young. Boy, one day, you'll be a man. Oh girl, he'll help you understand.

i really hope that i can pursue my plan.

i really want for it to happen.

soooooo ima charge my camera

and i will do my math hw

and-

oh no.

my mum need to borrow my camera for the whole of next week
because it's international week next week...
and my lil sis is performing a lot.

so i guess my plan for improving my camera skills will have to wait for a week.

OH!

and in a week i'm going to london!

WOOT!!!!

so i'll practice my skills there.

(Y).

and i was planning to bring my mini sketchbook so i can draw freely sometimes.

yesh.

it is gonna be awesome.

so, i'd better go charge my camera.

ohhh, i wanna show you my camera!

waaait.

it's really cool

if you tap the front empty part of the camera

a small screen will light up

so it'll look like this-

and so you will be able to take a picture of yourself.

cool, huh?

sooo,

i'd better go, really.

stupid hw.

did i ever mention how much i hate homework, before?

'cause if i didn't, i'll tell you now.

I FUCKING HATE HOMEWORK.

k, bye!

Wednesday, March 17, 2010,9:14 PM

jealousy

Hello there good lookin'.

;)

sorry.

just being random here.

i have to write a newspaper article.

and i have to write a history essay.

which will be assessed.

and i am so tired from the basketball match.

which we lost.

what a sorrowful day.

(my english teacher told me not to use the word depressing for sad. EVER. it is only to
be used to describe an illness).

so during english, we were learning about this, er, DESOLATE poem.

and hazwan and i were trying our best to not use the word 'depression' so we always ended up using sorrowful because she, my teacher, approved of the word.

so when we raised our hands to answer a question we'll always use the word sorrowful in every sentence.

it was so funnay.
xDD.

but i also ended up using desolate in the end.

and i used like loads of cool sounding words and my teacher was like-

WOW!

lawl.

my teacher was especially amusing today.
so i like how today's english class went by.
but tomorrow everybody's going to the malay trip.
and i do mean EVERYBODY.
there only will be-
me,
saaj,
arpan
and simrat
in our english class tomorrow.

IT'S SO SAD.

,,,

i have to go finish off my article and start my essay now,

soooo,

ttys!

your smiles might be meaningless - but that never stops me.

oh, and by the way, i'm so like, totally jealous of sarah's new layout, like totally.
(:
it's so pretty!!!
and i envy her new camera!
):
but i'm not much of a photographer, so, nevermind lah.
(:
bb!

x.

Thursday, March 11, 2010,9:17 PM

waiting for friday.

I LOVE THE KILLERS.

they are my favorite band.

really.

well paramore, too.

and dcfc.

and-

ok there are a lot of bands that i like.

but still.

I LOVE THE KILLERS.

woot!

i can't wait for tomorrow.

FRIDAAAAAY.

really, it's a relief.

i've had like 3 tests in one week and i'm not in my best condition right now.

just a few minutes ago my sister came in to my room

and then i was shouting at her

and then i started laughing

and then i started crying

and then i was indifferent.

but it seemed like a perfectly reasonable thing to do right then.

anyways,

my sister got freaked out so she just closed the door and went away.

and i also have a math test on monday.

my head hurts.

i was reading sarah's blog again

(i haven't read it in a long time, SORRY SARAH)

and i was catching up with it

and i got lost with my track of time

cause i LOVE reading her blog

and then my mum told me the time

so i was like

OH SHIT.

so she says i should go back upstairs to my room

and study.

i usually lose track of time when-

1. i am on the internet talking to friends or reading blogsss.

2. i read a book. (yesh. i love books.)

3. day dreaaaam.

what are YOU usually doing when you lose track of time?

is it a good thing?

i hope it's not facebook!

god, i hate facebook.

well, because you can't help but go on fb.

that's why i hate it.

soooo.

i might be moving back to cambodia.

but not back to my old school.

to a new school.

which just makes it worse.

but if i can,

i really want to go to this school in england called

'concord college'.

it's where smart people go.

they said that i can take the test but i'm scared i'll fail it.

i mean, like, people there are SUPER smart.

like, SUPER SUPER smart.

after they graduate they go to OXFORD or CAMBRIDGE or like the IMPERIAL COLLEGE LONDON.

yeah.

i know.

they are super smart.

but i really want to go there.

have you ever had a problem like this?

where you really want to go somewhere but don't at the same time

because you don't want to leave your friends?

i've had that before now, too.

before moving to malaysia,

i didn't really want to leave because i was going to REALLY miss my friends.

but i visited malaysia once and it was like BEAUTIFUL.

well, it will be to you if you've lived in cambodia for 3 years.

holy moly.

i'd better go now.

study for my french speaking and reading test tomorrow.

AND

my bio test.

ughhhh.

oh and chloe and joyce still needs to give me back my stufff!

better text them.

:).

don't worry.

i didn't forget the quote of the day my darlings.

;)

teehee.

he doesn't look a thing like jesus. but he talks like a gentleman. like you imagined. when you were young.

i love that song.

and i love you.

xD.

xoxox

Thursday, March 4, 2010,10:28 PM

aaaah!

heylo.

i know, i know.

i haven't blogged in such a long time!

so sad!

and i have to make this one short 'cause my mum says i shud go do my homework now.

yeah.

it's already 10:20 pm and i didn't do any hw yet.

how awesome of me.

soooooo.

oh.

our school's having a 'valentine's dance' tomorrow-

one month late.

it really sucks but it's a good excuse to hang out.

yipeee!

oops!

i need to go buy the half blood prince!

i really really really really really really reallyyyyy

wanna watch harry potter and the half blood prince.

harry potter re-runs + popcorn + coke + my house + REGINA = heaven.

well.

if only the others can make it but they have korean school/tuition/injuries.

hahahaha.

...

and btw sonia says 'i love jenny'.

a special request from soniaaaa.

teehee.

i love u too sonia.

oh no.

i have to go now.

i hope u guys have a good night sleep.

OH.

almost forgot.

quote of the daaaay.

Are we human? or are we dancin'?

yeah.

it's so random.

but that's why i love it!

mehehe.

byesers!

Monday, February 22, 2010,8:25 PM

oh.oh.oh

halo!

i feel so super tired.

i can't believe school started again.

this morning, i was like -

THERE IS NO FUCKING WAY I AM GOING TO SCHOOL!

but i went to school anyway.

it wasn't that bad cause i got to see my friends again.

YAY!

ouch.

my legs hurt from basketball.

i wish i can go get a nice massage.

:).

teehee.

my eyes are drooping but i'm still managing to blog.

don't even get me thinking about all the h/w i have to do.

especially geography h/w.

GEOGRAPHY HOMEWORK.

OH DOG SHIT.

i'll do that later.

i feel like i HAVE to blog because i haven't blogged in such a long tiiiiiiiiime.

i feel so responsible.

i mean, i can't just blog everyday for a week and like stop blogging again for a week, right?

because that is irresponsible.

and blogging helps improve my english so it necessarily isn't a bad thing.

i'm hungry again.

i want a mini curry puff!!!!

yum yum yum.

with ice lemon teaaaaaaaa.

mwahahahah.

i just got a cup of water instead.

oh wellz.

OMG.

danyal just dissed my blog!

phhfffftttt.

WATEVER DANYAL.

I'LL MAKE IT AS SHORT AS I WANT

AND I WILL PUT AS MUCH PICS AS I WANT

HA!

:).

sighhhhhhh.

anywayssss.

i had drama today...

AND IT SUCKED.

we were put into groups and i got the WORST people EVER.

i'm serious.

THE WORST PEOPLE EVER.

and we have to do an assessed piece.

we are so gonna fail.

and to think of working with them for 5 weeks....

holy famoly.

at least there's p.e. tomorrow!

yay!

i like p.e.

and i like tuesdays.

they are so relaxing cause i don't have any serious subjects.

well, ok, i have math, but that's all.

its like-

ict

math

lunch

english.

pretty neat huh?

oh.

and there's swimming gala on thursday.

oh noooooooooooooo.

i think ima just say that i have my 'time of the month'

i really, really, REALLY, don't like swimming.

i like most sporst but swimming is just,,,

yea.

so i guess i'll just skip swimming gala.

whewwwwww.

let's just hope they believe me.

and the most weird thing ever happened today.

well maybe not that weird cause it happens sometimes.

but this random girl/guy added me

and i was like - um who are u?

and the girl/guy was like - omg hi :3

and then he/she started blabbling about how drunk and bored he/she was and that we should do webcam.

and then she/he sent a link to this website and i was like-

no way am i fucking clicking THAT.

well i didn't say that to the person but that's what i was thinking.

what i said was-

um, i have to go finish off my essay.

bye!

which actually means-

GO FUCK YOURSELF AND LEAVE ME ALONE.

BYE.

...

so yea.

oh and i watched the lovely bones.

OMG IT WAS FREAKY.

AND IT WASN'T EVEN A HORROR MOVIE.

i was like so effing scared during the movie at a certain scene and i said to regina-

regina! i seriously can't watch this!!!!!

regina-

OMG PLEASE WATCH IT, I DON'T WANT TO WATCH IT ALONE.

me-

BUT I AM SO EFFING SCARED DUDE.

---------------

but i turned my head back to the tv so we ended up watching the intense scene.

*shudders*

after the movie finished it was like 3:30 am or something so we decided to switch to disney channel to watch something nice so we won't be too scared to sleep.

LOL.

we watched KIM POSSIBLE!

IT WAS SO EPIC.

i love kim possible.

teehee.

well actually the fairly odd parents beat kim possible.

but they're both good all the same.

OH!

and don't forget SPONGE BOB SQUARE PANTS!

;)

quote of the daaaaaaaaay-

if today was your last day, and tomorrow was too late. could you say goodbye to yesterday?

i'd better go finish off my homework.

BYESERS.

Thursday, February 18, 2010,4:22 PM

POP CORN. cheese popcorn in particular ;)

hey!
Yeah, i thought this album cover's cool, too.
it's simple.
i like simple.
(:

i can't wait for tomorrow!!!!
regina, sonia, chae yeon, grace and sze yi are having a movie night!
YAY!!
and then on saturday we are going to one u!
woots!
I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!
our movie nights ALWAYS turn out to be a blast ;)

oh!
i'd better charge my camera so we'll be able to take pictures.
OH!
i have an idea!
i'll post some of the last movie night on here!
:)
waaaaait.
ima get my camera.

me and regina getting ready for the ORPHAN! *shivers* :)

hahahaha chae yeon took this saying 'sonia's sexy butt'

:DDDD

LAWL!

awww aren't they so pretty?

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

teehee.

me and regina are playing tap-tap behind simrat.

anyways.

sarah told me that mc'donalds isn't selling curly fries anymore.

MC D ISN'T SELLING CURLY FRIES ANYMORE!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

oh the horror.

i live for those!!!!

normal fires are not really good but a burger is too much.

the resolution?

CURLY FRIES.

but they don't sell curly fries anymore.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD??

:(((((((

jenny says (3:54 PM):
no way!
NO MORE CURLY FRIES??!!!!
NO FUCKING WAY
I LIVE FOR THOSE
jenny says (3:55 PM):
NORMAL FRIES SUCK DICK
sarah ☼ says (3:55 PM):
I KNOW
I KNOW
I KNOW
jenny says (3:56 PM):
NO NO NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOO
sarah ☼ says (3:56 PM):
I FEEL HOW YOU FEEL _
jenny says (3:56 PM):
:((((

sorry guys.
but it's true.
let's hope that they realize what the hell they are doing and start selling them again.
if you think about it maybe this is like a plan.
so like when they start selling the curly fries again we'll go crazy and buy loads.
hmmmm....
you never know.
;)

the quote of the dayyyy-

If I was flying on a plane above your town
And you were gazing at the sky
Somehow I'd feel intact and reassured
If you began to wave goodbye

i hope you like it :)

oh!
and i did this celeb look alike thing which sarah did and posted on her blog.
so i thought i was um,, cool,, so i tried it.
:D

as you can see,

they are mostly JAPANESE.

I AM NOT JAPANESE.

AND THAT PHOTO IS LIKE THE WORST PHOTO EVER OF ME.

but it's the only one that worked for the stupid website.

so oh well.